Suddenly, when I was opening my diary, I found something. A poem. Based on the date, it was written on February 12, 2007. On that day, Yamato and I went school together.

Rabb, kujemput cinta-Mu
Kulalui jalanan berbatu, penuh duri dan liku
Tapi kutahu Kau selalu menolongku
Maaf telah membuat-Mu cemburu
Buanglah keraguanku agar aku dapat selalu bersandar pada-Mu
Berikan cinta-Mu agar aku semakin dekat dengan-Mu

Ya Illahi,
Yang Maha Menjaga nurani
Yang Maha membolak-balikkan hati
Terima kasih atas rasa yang telah Kau beri
Tapi ku tak sanggup menerimanya
Aku terlalu rapuh untuk mengendalikannya

Spirit of Jealousy, 20 October 2010
*I hope my true love will come at the right time and place.

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